Part Time Teenager

Its funny how although a joke about my mums illness, deep down i know she is getting worse and it scares me to think what she might be like in a year or so when i want to join the army. :’(

Its unreal how much life pisses me off! :@

Friday is the day of my mums tribuneral, to whom don’t know what that is, its where once a year a disabled person takes a test to see if there “fit for work” and if they say yes and the disabled person disagrees this is what happens. Well this is what happens on Friday and this is gunna be so hard because if they say yes she is then they are going to find her a job and she is going to end up working until the stage where she cant move :’( Why M.E!!! It just all gets too much, but ill be fine.

Today would of been four months :(

And it finally hits me :’(

Its funny when you realize you don’t have anything your actually good at ahahahh